Dreams

"All my life is changing everyday, every possible way...all my dreams as stranger as it seems but you're a dream to me.."--Cranberries; boy, I love that group! speaking of dreams, I just woke up today with a lingering thought about a dream and it seems like the scenario although different is telling the same thought. That is, I always initiate making peace with the person I am not in good terms. I had about several of those and I even acted on it by offering peace to put the past behind, unfortunately and kind of odd was, the other party did not accept it. I swear to the grave of my grand parents who passed away that the incident was not because I was selfish, it was because I just want to prevent bad results and was taken wrong and the lies go on. I will not go into that because I am so over that and when I said I am ready to reconcile, I really was and go back to how things are. Is it my subconscious to again act on it or it is a desire to finally get together with the person or it's because this time of the month was when it happened or just some issue I cannot let go. I did my part because I know It is the right thing to do but if the other is not willing to let go of the pride, then I guess there isn't much that I can do.